Sunday, November 30, 2008

The Two-Week Countdown

Thirteen weeks down, two more to go…

 

Is it really the eve of December?  Where has the end of August and all of September, October, and November gone?  Have I really been away from home for three whole months?  Looking back on my voyage around the world, it seems as if time just disappeared.  I’m sure the twenty-three hour days I’ve had to deal with have had something to do with this!  Talking to my friends and family back home on Thanksgiving made me realize that three months time hasn’t put distance between us at all.  If anything, being away for three months has brought me closer to home (this is something that many of us are feeling now and it might be a hard concept to understand if you haven’t experienced SAS).  What I mean by this is that when you see your family and friends on a regular basis, you begin taking this luxury for granted.  After three months of being separated from everyone back home by thousands of miles and a few continents, I’ve gained a new sense of appreciation for all of you at home.

 

Being on American soil for Thanksgiving was definitely a treat.  I literally jumped up and down and screamed aloud after stepping off the gangway in Honolulu.  There were a few parents there of some students and they were probably thinking “Who is that crazy girl and why is she acting like that?”  :-)  I was bummed that I couldn’t be home to enjoy an amazing turkey dinner, but I wasn’t too bummed figuring I got to spend Thanksgiving in Hawaii.  Even if it was only for less than half a day, I still was able to touch land and break up the monotony of sailing in the Pacific Ocean for 18 days.

 

Like many people, I spent some time lying on the beach in Waikiki, some time walking around Honolulu, and (I’m almost ashamed to say it) some time shopping at Wal Mart (I just cringed…).  I had to get toothpaste!  I swear.  You should have seen the amount of stuff people were buying!  Shopping carts filled with chips and cookies and soda…it was like seeing a group of ten year olds run into Wal Mart without adult supervision, making a beeline toward calorie heaven.  It amused me.  I am not without guilt though.  I bought a bag of dark chocolate peanut M&M’s, a box of Special K Red Berries, and a box of Wheat Thins.  Mmm Mmm.

 

I wish I had more time to spend in Hawaii…It’s a beautiful place and everyone was so friendly.  I heard from a few people saying that the locals “picked” on them, but can you blame them?  I walked alone for part of the day, just strolling down the street, and I think people thought I was a local, or at least not a tourist.  On the other hand, most of the SASers were in groups of at least four or five people, carrying big bags around, and had their cameras glued to their hands.  If that doesn’t scream tourist, I don’t know what does. 

 

Over the next couple of days, we’re all going to be “studying”, or at least attempting to, for our final exams.  Tomorrow is my last official class and then I’m done for the semester.  This is the first time ever that any voyage of Semester at Sea has finished classes AND finals before the last port of call.  I can only imagine the celebrations that will be taking place the minute people step foot in Puntarenas.  I’m doing an independent whitewater rafting, camping, and zip line canopy tour trip the first two days and then on the third day I’m going to try to go horseback riding through the rain forest.  I hope I can make this happen…I’ve gone three months without riding.  That’s three months too many.

 

I’m looking forward to coming home in two weeks time and I find myself wondering what my homecoming will be like.  I already know there will be tears…whether they’re happy tears to see my mom waiting in a crowd of a thousand parents in Miami, or sad tears to say goodbye to the people I’ve spent over three months traveling around the world with.  I don’t think certain emotions will set in until after the first few days home.  My roommate and I talk about how we’re going to need to call each other whenever we see or hear something that reminds us of SAS because no one else around us will understand.  Yes, I’ll be telling you all stories of my adventures for weeks to come, but I don’t think it’ll be the same as actually being there…it never is, unfortunately.  I’ll try my best not to talk too much, or show you hours of video clips, or make you watch a thousand-picture slideshow…but I can’t make any promises :-)

 

As the next two weeks begin to wrap up, I want to make a few different blog entries.  In one, I want to talk about the highlight of each of the countries I visited, in another one I want to talk about the top ten things I’ve learned from SAS, one about the things I wish I had known before getting on the ship, and I’m sure there will be others.  If any of you have any suggestions for a blog topic that you want to read about, let me know and I’ll do my best to fulfill your suggestion.

 

That’s all for now!

 

Amanda

 

p.s.  We had “Thanksgiving Dinner” yesterday and the turkey, stuffing and cranberry sauce were actually pretty good.  I wasn’t pleased with the periwinkle colored “sweetened mashed potatoes”.  I’m not sure if it was the purple food color that threw me off or if it was the fact that they added sugar to regular mashed potatoes.  It’s one thing to die Easter eggs and sweeten iced tea, but do both of these things to mashed potatoes?  That just ruined it for me.

 

p.s.s.  I promise I’ll finish my India blog soon!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Silly error in my last blog post...

It was brought to my attention that instead of saying "London Eye" in reference to the largest Ferris Wheel in the world, I used Big Ben...the last time I checked, Big Ben was a clocktower!...I'm officially not allowed to post blogs without proof-reading two times anymore! :-)  Since I'm on that subject, has anyone figured out of London Eye is indeed the largest or if it is the one that I rode in Yokohama.
 
-Amanda
 
P.s.  It's a no class day!

Japan

Kobe and Kyoto-

 

            Japan is one of those countries that I didn’t have very much knowledge going into, therefore I had very few expectations on what it would be like.  What I remember thinking prior to Japan is that I would see people, and cars, and skyscrapers everywhere I turned.  Yes, I did see these things in Kobe, Tokyo, and Yokohama, but in Kyoto I saw some of the most beautiful fall foliage I’ve ever seen in my entire life.  It was on par with Vermont’s foliage and I never thought I’d be able to say another place compares to Vermont during this time of year. 

            Prior to Japan, I was starting to become sad about missing autumn.  Fall is one of my favorite times of year; I love the smell that rainfall leaves on fallen leaves, I love the vibrant colors that pop from the tips of tree branches, and I love the way that the cool air whispers across my skin while the sun warms me from the outside in.  It was foreign to me to be bombarded by sweltering heat in October and the very beginning of November.  Yes, China offered some relief to the immense heat and I was able to see the changing color of the leaves while climbing the Great Wall in Beijing, but Kyoto, Japan offered the sensory cornucopia that I was looking for. 

            Kyoto was the first stop of my independent travel plans.  My friend Bonnie and I planned to travel together from Kobe to Kyoto to Tokyo and then onto Yokohama.  Our ship docked in Kobe on the 14th and the immigration process took quite a while.  Our ship was cleared to disembark before noon and then I walked around Kobe with two of my friends.  I noticed right away that although there were thousands of people on the streets going about their days there was barely any noise coming from the crowd.  I was amazed that so many people could be so quiet.  In the middle of the city, I was able to hear birds chirping, or music playing far in the distance because of the lack of car horns honking, or brakes squealing, or the obnoxiously loud talking between two people a foot apart from each other.  Don’t get me wrong…there was noise.  It wasn’t completely quiet.  However, I wasn’t expecting the level of quiet that I became aware of.

            A second thing that I immediately noticed about Kobe and then subsequently noticed in the other cities I visited was the lack of trashcans on the street.  This might seem like a strange observation, but pair it with not seeing a single piece of trash on the ground and it really gets you thinking.  I wondered if the Japanese took pride in clean streets, or if the government imposes strict fine on litterers, or if they held on to their trash until they got home.  Then, I remembered something I learned in a class of mine the day before I got to Japan: the Japanese find it rude to drink or eat while walking.  It was as simple as that.  There was no trash on the ground or no need for trashcans because very few people had trash to throw away while walking around the city.  I wonder if Americans would be able to adopt such beliefs.  Maybe that would solve the unyielding trash problems that many urban areas have in the US.

            A third thing I noticed everywhere I went in the five days I spent in Japan was how well everyone was dressed.  I think I can count on two hands how many times I saw Japanese people walking around in jeans and sneakers.  The women, during the afternoons, all wore heels or boots with dresses or dress slacks or skirts and the men wore business suits or slacks with dress shoes.  Even the younger people were immaculately dressed.  At night…well…everything transformed in a way.  I’ve never seen so many girls walking around in 40 degree weather with booty shorts and miniskirts on nor have I seen so many boys with long, teased hair, long nails, and waxed eyebrows.  Tokyo, more so than the other cities I was in, had these types of people that came out at night.  Everywhere I turned in downtown Tokyo, I saw Japanese teenagers who were either intoxicated beyond coherency or higher than I thought physically possible for someone to be.  Supposedly, Japan’s youth feels a strong need to rebel against their societies guidelines and the wealth that many Japanese parents possess provides them the opportunity to do so.

            The second morning in Japan, Bonnie and I, along with three other people, headed from Kobe to Kyoto via a local train.  For a 45 minute ride, it cost about $10USD…about double the price for what it would cost to get from my town to New York City in the same time via train.  This seemed to be typical in Japan.  If something back home normally costs 5$, it’s 10$ in Japan.  When we got off the train in Kyoto Station, we didn’t have any plans so we grabbed a map, bought an all-day bus pass for around 500 Yen (or 5$ USD), and headed for the westernmost area in Kyoto.  On the map, it showed a few different shrines, temples, and other landmarks that might be of interest to us.  We were pleasantly surprised as we hopped off the bus to find that we were in an area that was “off the beaten path”.  The five of us were the only non-Japanese people for as far as we could see for a few hours.  Our first destination was a Shinto Shrine.  Once we got to the Shrine, we realized that there was a Shinto ceremony taking place that was similar to a Catholic Communion.  Little boys and girls were running around in ornate clothes and were having their picture taken both by their family and by professional photographers.  At first, I felt a little out of place being there, but our presence didn’t seem to phase the ceremony-goers in the least.

            After our visit to the Shrine, we decided to head north on foot to see where we might end up.  It felt good to wander around without a plan.  For the last two months, every port I visited I had a plan for.  Japan was different.  I knew I would be off the ship for three days but that was it.  There were no definites, no time constraints, no nothings.  I had my backpack, money, and a comfortable pair of shoes on my feet.  I was happy.

            The five of us ended up coming to what appeared to be a park at the top of an endless set of stone stairs.  I remember making mention of how I felt like I was climbing the Great Wall all over again!  The view at the top was absolutely magnificent.  To our backs, we were surrounded by mountains with leaves in shades of reds, oranges, yellows and in front of us lay a large lake on the left and the city on the right.  After a half hour or so, we decided to head toward the lake and spend some time walking around.

            Bonnie and I decided not to rent a paddleboat, but the other three did so we met them after an hour at the entrance of the lake.  Walking around for that hour was refreshing.  It felt great to be outside and to feel the cool breeze and warm sun upon my skin.  I already miss it.  When the five of us met back up, we walked to the bus station, hopped on separate buses and went our separate ways.  Ben and Paige headed to Tokyo, Brian decided to break off and use his Bullet Train pass to see where he could end up, and Bonnie and I decided to take the bus into the center of Kyoto for another couple of hours before heading to Tokyo.

            It was probably around 3pm at this time and we grabbed some bananas and sandwiches from a grocery store and headed to a local park where we saw dozens of children running around with their fathers chasing after them.  It was the first time in a long time I saw dads playing so wholeheartedly with their children.  Granted, it was probably the only time during the week that they were able to since a majority of men work insane hours during the week, preventing them from spending much time with their family.  After Bonnie and I sat and watched for a while, we decided to head back to Kyoto Station to catch the Bullet Train to Tokyo

 

Tokyo-

 

            Tokyo is an amazing city for various reasons.  In many ways, it reminded me of New York City, and in other ways, it was uniquely “Tokyo”.  The similarities of New York were its skyscrapers, subway system (although it was much cleaner), businesses (there was one section of Tokyo that seemed to be picked up off of 5th Ave and transplanted into Japan), and restaurants (I saw just as many Italian restaurants in Tokyo as I’ve seen in NYC!).  The differences…24 hour internet cafes, karaoke clubs on every corner, and discrimination…Discrimination?  You ask.  Yep, discrimination.  I found out the hard way that if you are a white female, especially from America, you aren’t allowed into many establishments.  These ranged anywhere from restaurants to karaoke clubs, to hotels.  Bonnie and I looked for a hotel/hostel/capsule hotel to stay in our first night in Tokyo for 4 hours before we decided to call our search for a place to stay quits.

            I should probably tell you that around midnight, while looking for a hotel, a Japanese couple came up to us and asked if we needed help.  We didn’t really need “help” in the sense of trying to find the location of a place we were looking for, figuring we had nowhere to go, but we were looking for a hotel with vacancy.  The problem we ran into, even with the help of our native speaking acquaintances was that rooms were fully booked, we weren’t men (capsule hotels mainly are for men), and the one females-only capsule hotel we did find, with vacancy might I add, didn’t even let us through the doors because we weren’t Japanese.  I didn’t find out until I got back on the ship three days later that they most likely thought I was a prostitute.  A prostitute?!  Supposedly I’m  (meaning white American women) are a “hot commodity” among Japanese business men.  Interesting, huh?

            Around 2:30am, our two Japanese friends, Bonnie, and I decided to crash at a restaurant that stayed open until 5am.  I was able to catch about a half hour nap during that time, but we were soon ushered out the door at 4:45am.  With nothing to do and nowhere to go, Bonnie and I said our good-byes to our new friends and headed to the Tokyo train station.  We were headed to Tokyo Disneyland.

 

Tokyo Disneyland-

 

            So, you might be sitting in your seat right now and saying to yourself, “Did she really go to Disney?”  The answer to your question is, “Yes, I did.  I spent 15 hours from the time I arrived at the gate until the time that I left the park that night.  And I loved every minute of it.”  Although it was cool and rainy, I felt like I was 8 years old again without a care in the world.  I ate churros, and popcorn, an overly greasy chicken patty, and ice cream, and I’m sure other junk as well and I didn’t feel the least bit guilty!  I was at Disneyland…without adult supervision :-)  I’m not going to get into Disney in any great detail because I doubt you all want to hear about Space Mountain and It’s a Small World, but just know that if you ever go to Tokyo, you should definitely spend a day at Disney.  Okay, enough said.

            Later that night, we had to worry about lodging again so we hurried off to Guest Relations before the park closed.  The woman who helped us was an absolute sweetheart and set us up at a relatively cheap hotel about 25 minutes away by bus.  Little did we know, it was in an area of Tokyo that had absolutely no signs in English, but we managed to navigate our way to our hotel, get a solid six hours sleep, and then head on to our next adventure.  Bonnie was going back to Disney, this time to DisneySea, and I was heading to meet the ship in Yokohama for an FDP I had at 11am.

 

Yokohama-

 

            If anyone travels to Tokyo, you have to experience what I was able to at 7:30am during the morning commute.  Not only was I the only non-Japanese person at the train station/on the train, but I was one of four women I saw in a half-hour period in the train car I was in.  If you can imagine, try really hard, squishing 44 people into an area approximately 7’’x7’’, do so now.  Did you try to imagine that?  Okay, now, put that 7’’x7’’ area inside of a train car between two doors.  That is exactly what I went through for a half hour.  Not only was I one of these 44 people in that area (there were probably over 125 people on the entire car), but I was stuck in the middle.  I had people pushing at me from all directions.  When the train stopped at a station, one or two people would get off and another ten would squish in.  There came a point in time when I didn’t even need to hold onto the bar above my head because we were squished so tightly that when the train slowed down, no one moved.  All I kept thinking was “thank god that I’m not claustrophobic”.  It was a wonderful feeling to step off of that train and have my own space back.

            I had to take one more connecting train from a suburb of Tokyo to Yokohama and I made it back to the train earlier than expected and had some time to relax before I had to head out again.  At 11:30am, a group of twenty or so students and faculty hopped back on the subway and headed to the Shin-Yokohama Ramen Noodle Museum.  This FDP was for my Psychology of Food and Culture class.  I don’t know how educational it was, but I definitely enjoyed the Ramen that I had…There were three floors- the first floor being a gift shop and a small museum area, the second and first floor were set up how Old Town Tokyo was set up in the 1950’s (when Ramen was first introduced).  There were eight different shops where you could buy Ramen noodles, representing the eight different regions where different types of Ramen originated.  You all are probably thinking that I ate instant Ramen, but the only “instant” involved was how fast it came out.  The Ramen I chose had a pork broth base with two slices of pork on top, some vegetables on top, and of course curly ramen noodles.  There were cloves of fresh garlic sitting on the table so I added a couple to my soup.  I was a happy Italian for the moment, but I don’t think anyone else was happy with me when we conversed for the rest of the afternoon!

            After the Ramen Museum, I tagged along with my Sociology professor, Dr. Scott, and her seven year old daughter Mezzie.  About a fifteen minute walk from where our ship was docked, there was a small amusement park with supposedly the largest Ferris Wheel in the world.  I have always been under the impression that Big Ben was the largest one, but every country I’ve visited has had “the biggest” something in the world.  For seven dollars a person, we rode on the Ferris Wheel for about fifteen minutes and saw over the skyline of Yokohama.  It was nice being able to see Yokohama from the top down instead of looking from the bottom up.

            Instead of continuing on with Dr. Scott and her daughter, I separated from them after the amusement park and went back to the ship.  I intended to take a short nap, but when my alarm went off an hour later, I shut it off, rolled over, and slept another fourteen hours…I suppose I was exhausted…

            The next morning, my roommate (who got back from Tokyo around midnight the night before) and I went to breakfast, got dressed and ventured out into Yokohama for a few hours.  We walked far and wide in search of sushi, but we couldn’t find anywhere that served sushi for less than twenty dollars a plate.  Normally, I would consider paying that, but after already spending as much money as I had in Japan, I settled for not having twenty-dollar sushi.  Instead, Jen and I ate a cheaper restaurant and I was full and happy when I left. 

            Overall, the time I spent in Japan was wonderful.  I would definitely consider going back to Japan in the future, but I would like to get off the beaten path and do some hiking and venturing into the mountains.  One of the things that I’ve learned from Semester at Sea so far is that I shouldn’t have any sort of preconceived ideas about a country I’ve never been to before.  All the research and all the preparation you may do doesn’t prepare you for what it will really be like when you actually get there.  As an example, I thought Japan was mainly city and skyscrapers.  I never would have guessed that Japan is an island nation made up of over three thousand islands, most of which are covered in mountains. 

Thursday, November 13, 2008

China...

I have contemplated for quite a while now how I was going to go about writing this blog entry.  As many of you know, a fellow shipmate, hall-mate and friend of mine, Kurt Leswing, was struck and killed by a drunk driver in Hong Kong early in the morning on November 8th.  Besides having to deal with the pain of losing Kurt, I was incredibly sick with something flu-like for my entire stay in China.  Despite the emotional and physical issues I had to deal with, I still managed to have a good time for the most part.  Unlike all my other blog entries, I don’t think this one will contain the detail and vivid imagery as the others.  I apologize.

 

I want to save what I have to say about Kurt’s death until the end of this blog.  For now, I will tell you about all that I did over my five-day stay in China.  First off, for any of those who are planning on doing Semester at Sea sometime in the future, I want to tell you that if you do any trips through Semester at Sea in China, be prepared to be emotionally, physically, and mentally drained afterwards.  Almost every person I know who was on my trip was drained in all ways possible come day 5.  Our itinerary was packed and I felt that we were in constant motion.  With this being said, I wouldn’t have wanted to do any other trip in China because the things I saw and the things I did were amazing.  Here is a list of the things I did (hopefully I didn’t skip any): climbed the Great Wall in Beijing, visited the Forbidden City, Tiananmen Square, the Temple of Heaven, the Summer Palace, a few different pagodas and burial sites, and I spent a few days in Xi’an Province where I saw the Terracotta Soldiers.

           

Climbing the Great Wall is definitely one of the highlights of my trip.  I was pretty sick the day we climbed, so I didn’t think I was going to make it very far up the wall but I pushed myself (probably shouldn’t have) and I made it almost to the top.  There was one section I did not climb and I’m glad I didn’t because I probably would have collapsed.  It is amazing how much less you can push your body when you are sick.  I cannot remember what days we did what activities for the life of me, but I know what I did nonetheless.  Our group visited Tiananmen Square and I was amazed at how prominent Mao is in China.  It’s as if there is an obsession with him.  Everywhere we went in the area we were swarmed with vendors selling little red Mao books.  I passed on the purchase.

 

The day after we visited Tiananmen Square, we spent a few hours walking through the Forbidden City.  It was a very interesting place- the architecture was beautiful and I was awe-struck at how immaculate the grounds were.  I wish I knew more about Chinese history- I would have had a better understanding of the dynasties, their emperors and their reigns.

           

I wish I could remember the Temple of Heaven and the Summer Palace in greater depth than what I do.  I can look back on my pictures for help, but it’s just not the same as it has been in all the other countries I’ve visited.  The five days I spent in China are so foggy in my memory that I can hardly make sense of what days I was in Beijing and what days I was in Xi’an.  I do remember the Terracotta Soldiers very well.  There are three separate pits that they have excavated…the first being the largest and the third being the smallest.  The shear size of the pits was astonishing.  It’s amazing that each one of the terracotta soldiers were crafted to be life sized and each one has distinct facial features.  Something like 6000 soldiers have been excavated to date and there are still more to be unearthed. 

 

I’m sure when I look through my pictures in a few weeks, I’ll be able to recall the things I did in China in a bit greater detail, but until then I won’t keep trying to dig in my memory.  I do want to say that I had some amazing food in China but I am definitely looking forward to American Chinese food when I get home.  All I want is chicken and broccoli and pepper steak :-)

 

Kurt’s death hung heavy on my heart for quite a few days and I can still see his face in my memory as if he is right in front of me.  I’ve known very few people in my life who have passed away and they were all older and had lived a good life.  Kurt had his entire life ahead of him.  His death made every single one of us here on Semester at Sea realize that any one of us could have been him that night.  It could be my parents having to deal with my death as easily as it could be anyone else’s child.  I would never wish that pain on anyone.  I have never been one to take life for granted but I am guilty of forgetting to pay attention to the little things life offers on a daily basis.  I realize more so now than ever that our time here on Earth is never guaranteed.  We can’t live life thinking that we’ll have another day to do what we didn’t do today or say tomorrow what we didn’t say today.

 

Our entire shipboard community has pulled together over the past few days and we’ve all shed tears, hugged strangers for comfort, and communicated into each other’s souls without ever saying a word.  Death is never easy to deal with but living in such close quarters with over 650 students made it nearly impossible to feel its affects.  Even for those students who didn’t know Kurt, they still were feeling the pain of others hovering in the air. 

 

Tonight, my hall, the Adriatic Sea, had a small gathering to take a picture to send to Kurt’s family to let them know that we are thinking of them and of Kurt.  As one of our fellow hall-mates said tonight in our Logistical Preport, Kurt will be a permanent character in our life’s story as will everyone else whom we’ve encountered along our life’s path.  We need to remember him for the role he played, whether it is as simple as a fellow SASer, a person who was able to make us all happy with a flash of his smile, or a life-long friend.  For me, I will always know Kurt as a warm-hearted, genuine guy who went out of his way to make sure others needs were met before his own.

Rest in Peace, Kurt…

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

The next four years...

Hello everyone.

 

Thank you all for your wonderful comments. Semester at Sea has definitely given me the opportunities that I’ve needed to become a more informed and better educated citizen of this world. Not only have I been able to experience many different cultures of our globe, I’ve also been able to experience different facets of American culture through my peers. Some of these facets are much different from the culture that I know to be American and others seem to mimic my own. 

 

Over the past few weeks, students and faculty members formed an election committee in order to keep us well informed of everything going on back home in the political realm. Today will be a day that every single American will remember, much like September 11th. I have mixed emotions about the outcome of the election, but I think many people feel the same way I do. Unfortunately, over the past few years, confidence in our President faltered and I feel that Obama will have his hands full when trying to make up lost ground. Party politics aside, the next four years will be an interesting turning point in American history. It is up to Barack Obama to put his right foot forward and not to let all those who believe in him down. Four years from now, I want to be able to say that America chose the correct candidate, not that they wish they chose a different name on the ’ 

As a college student growing up in a time of war and visiting both Viet Nam and Cambodia, I want our troops to come home as safely as possible. The men and women that serve in our military deserve the utmost respect from their fellow Americans when they arrive home. Obama says that he wants to withdraw troops as quickly as possible, but he really needs to make sure he understands the complications and potential dangers of doing so. I am all for every single soldier coming home to their families but I am also for them believing in the work that they are doing in the Middle East. Unless you’ve been there, you really haven’t the slightest idea what it’s really like.  Americans need to stop relying on biased news channels for their information. If you want to know what is going on, turn off your TV, turn off your party politics, and turn on your hearts and minds and listen to what our men and women who have served in Afghanistan and Iraq have to say.

 

As Obama said tonight, “Our stories are singular but our destinies are shared.” Whether you are a democrat or a republican, male or female, black or white, we are all American and we all suffer together and we all celebrate together. We may be individuals in person but we are a community in spirit. Although we should look forward to the potential of the future, let us not forget the progress we have made in the past. I am where I am today because both parties believed in evolution and change. 

 

I have six weeks left on Semester at Sea and then I come home to the life I’ve loved for twenty years. I will come home to my biggest support- my family, I will come home to friends that I will have for the rest of my life, and I will come home to an America that will appear the same from the outside but will be completely different from how I knew it before I left in August. It will be bittersweet.

 

Tomorrow we reach China…I’m off to Beijing and Xi’an province and I’ll be seeing history on a physical scale that I’ve never experienced before. I can’t wait! When I get home in December, I’ll load my pictures onto a picture-sharing website and then post all the links onto my blog for you all to look at.

 

I hope all is well back home and I wish I could be experiencing history while on American soil, but I suppose a ship will have to do J 

 

-Amanda

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Viet Nam, Cambodia, and My Thoughts on Both

*WARNING: THIS BLOG CONTAINS SOME GRAPHIC DETAILS THAT SOME MAY FIND HARD TO READ. MY INTENTIONS ARE NOT TO UPSET, BUT TO EDUCATE*

 

I cried today…my emotions finally overflowed and the feelings I’ve felt over the past few days have finally come to a head. I’ve seen pictures of torture, stood on top of dirt that hundreds of thousands of people were killed on, learned things about the Viet Nam war that I never knew before, and realized things about myself that I was never aware existed.

 

This past hour, about a dozen of our faculty, staff, and Life Long Learners formed a panel and spoke of their experiences during the Viet Nam War. The entire reason for having this panel tonight was because students like me visited the Cu Chi Tunnels, the Reunification Palace, or the War Remnants Museum and were deeply touched and even changed because of our experiences.

 

Most people I talked to prior to Semester at Sea about what I would experience over these three and a half months told me that India would be the country that would change me. I left India and was happy that I experienced it but I didn’t feel the connection that I was expecting. I tried to tell myself that I was changed the first few days after I left India, but I had to stop lying to myself. India didn’t change me. Viet Nam did. Yes, India was an eye opening experience for me and I am much more aware of the privileges I have and the comforts that I take for granted way too easily. However, I don’t have the desire to go back to India like the desire I have to go back to Viet Nam. I will forever have memories of thousands of Indian men, women, and children sleeping on the streets at night but they won’t be as vivid as the pictures I will have engrained in my mind of the photographs that I saw at the War Remnants Museum. I choked back tears as I sat in our air conditioned bus as we drove alongside water buffalo through the streets of Delhi thinking about how lucky I am to be cool while the people on the street were sweltering but I’ll always remember the taste of my tears as I cried on the bus sitting outside the Genocide Museum in Cambodia thinking about how lucky I am not to have lost limbs from landmines, have a face that wasn’t melted off from chemical warfare, and having been born without any mental handicaps or physical deformities because of Agent Orange. 

 

In Viet Nam, the minute I stepped foot on the ground, I felt a connection that I haven’t felt in a long time. Let me preface this by saying that in my 16 years of education I think I heard about the Viet Nam War a total of one hour. Tonight at the Viet Nam War panel, one of my peers spoke in front of all of us about how she is a smart girl but didn’t even know why we went to war with Viet Nam. I, too, didn’t know the first thing about the Viet Nam war until the day before we got there and had a crash course Viet Nam war lecture. And it wasn’t even in a history class! It was my Race and Ethnicity class. I learned more about Viet Nam and the war and Cambodia in a matter of an hour than I have ever learned in my entire academic career.

 

I don’t know if it’s because my brother spent some time in Viet Nam earlier this year and told me so many wonderful things about Viet Nam, or that I dated a Cambodian guy whose family was affected by the Pol Pot regime (a United States Marine might I add), or that I know a countless number of United States soldiers who have served in Afghanistan or Iraq over the past few years…some of them serving once, twice, or even three times (Eddie, thank you from the bottom of my heart), but I felt and still feel a bond with Viet Nam that I’ll never be able to let go of or completely understand.

 

Visiting the War Remnants museum affected me more than I initially thought. I began questioning certain beliefs that I’ve had ever since I knew about politics and I’ve had an extremely difficult time trying to make sense of everything that is going on in my head. I heard from second-hand sources about the Viet Nam war over the course of my lifetime, but they were usually just short snippets of information- none that ever made me ask “why?” Yes, I knew that hundreds of thousands of people were killed and I knew that Agent Orange was used but I never saw pictures of the atrocities that occurred nor did I know that there were over 5 million Vietnamese, Cambodia, Laotian, and Thai military were killed. I also didn’t know that over 3 million American soldiers served or that 58, 159 of them were killed. It was never something that I was made to think about.

 

I also know that my dad could have easily been drafted and sent to Viet Nam and I am sure some of his friends were, but that is all I know. I never thought to talk to him or to people who lived at that time about their experiences either directly or indirectly with the war. Dad, we have a lot to talk about when I get home. I hope you are ready. Everyone else who lived through the war or that has an opinion or any information that they would like to share with me or educate me on, please send me an email: ALVeinott@semesteratsea.net. I really want to learn about this subject and I feel that hearing stories and information from people who lived through the Viet Nam war are the best sources for doing so.

 

I mentioned above that I visited the Genocide Museum in Cambodia but I didn’t mention that I also visited the Killing Fields. The experience that I had with both the Genocide Museum and the Killing Fields is similar to the experience that I had at the War Remnants Museum. However, I feel that the places I visited in Cambodia evoked more emotion from me because I was standing on top of areas where thousands of people were ruthlessly murdered by Pol Pot and the Khmer Rouge. I breathed in air from the same rooms where 17,000 people were murdered at the Genocide Museum (the museum was first a high school and then converted into a prison by the Pol Pot regime where “bad”Cambodians were brought to be “retaught”how to act like “good”Cambodians. However, when someone was brought to the prison, they were either killed by torture there or if they survived torture, they were brought to the Killing Fields (a twenty minute drive) and executed on the spot and dumped into mass graves. The Pol Pot soldiers who massacred thousands of Cambodian civilians lived just outside of the Killing Fields and in order to keep the stench from rotting flesh to a minimum, they would pour acid onto the bodies to neutralize the odors, sometimes pouring the chemicals onto people who were still holding on to life.  Very few people made it out of the prison alive.

 

The time I spent in both Viet Nam and Cambodia wasn’t all emotional and I promise that I laughed as well as cried. Jen and I had a wonderful time in Saigon those first two days and the Cambodia trip I did through Semester at Sea may have been on of my favorite trips thus far. I saw Angkor Wat at sunset, sunrise, and in the middle of the day. All three times it was beautiful. There is something majestic about Ankgor Wat and I can’t wait to upload pictures for you all to see. We also visited Angkor Thom and the temples and memorials that were built hundreds of years ago that you probably all have seen if you’ve seen Tomb Raider (parts of Tomb Raider were actually filmed at these sites!). Needless to say, I experienced beauty and sorrow in equal amounts.

 

China is coming up in two days and then in a week I will be in Japan. It is hard to grasp that I only have six weeks left in this semester (40 days). I am looking forward to coming home to the life that I left behind but I am also worried about how the transition will be from Semester at Sea back into “real life”. The first few days home are going to be insane and then Christmas comes, and then New Years, and then the start of next Semester…which I still need to find housing for. After next semester, I’ll have a year left in school and then god knows what will be in store for me. With the way my life has been going the past few years, I have a feeling that I’ll have one hell of a rollercoaster ride ahead of me. It feels like I just got into college, and now I’m over half way done. Grad school maybe? The Peace Corps? Backpacking around Europe for a few months? Picking up and moving out West? They all sound like good ideas! I wish I could do them all…maybe I will.

 

On that note, I hope you all enjoyed what I had to say. I had a bit of writers block (I’m not sure if it was apparent or not to you) while writing this blog so if I wake up in the middle of the night tonight and have the urge to write some more, I will do so. I am still attempting to finish my India blog, and hopefully I will have it done before China…that way I’ll be all caught up. Bye for now,

 

Amanda

 

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Good Morning, Viet Nam!

Okay, now that I’ve got that movie reference out of the way…J

 

Well, I can officially say that I absolutely LOVE Viet Nam. Now I can see why my brother wants to come and live here (for those of you who don’t know, my brother spent a few weeks here in Viet Nam in the spring and is planning on moving here at some point to teach ESL). The people are wonderful…they are friendly, helpful, and full of smiles. I just wanted to write a short blog update before I have to meet up with my group heading to Cambodia (Group C, Phnom Phen and Angkor Wat).

           The first day here in HCMC, I did an SAS FDP called Temples and Churches and I had a wonderful time. It was extremely informative and I learned a lot about the religiosity of Viet Nam and in particular Saigon. The pagodas, temples, and churches are architectural masterpieces and the beauty emanating from them is unbelievable. Did you know that over fifty percent of Viet Nam doesn’t practice a particular religion because under Socialist rule practicing religion was extremely frowned upon? However, today, most of those people are “closet practicers”and they do indeed have a religion, they just aren’t religious on the outside.

           Yesterday, I spent the entire day with my roommate Jen. We had a wonderful time together. We met up with my brother’s friends sister, Tu, and we had a short tour of her University before heading out to the War Remnants Museum. I can’t even describe the emotions I felt when reading the plaques on the walls or looking at the pictures in the museum. I’ve never had to fight back tears harder than I did yesterday afternoon. I can’t understand why anyone can do what was done during the Viet Nam war…on both sides. I don’t want to get into detail with my thoughts and feelings right now because it could take me hours. I will most likely come back to this topic after Cambodia

           After the War Remnants museum, we went to Ben Thanh market and grabbed some lunch at a small shop within the market. Once we had some food in our systems, we were ready for shopping and shopping is what we did. I made sure not to buy little knick knacks that are useless. Instead, I bought small gifts for people that they can actually use. I can’t wait for Christmas! I love giving presents J

           After the market, Jen and I had a few hours to spare before dinner so we decided to get massages. I was a little apprehensive at first because I’ve heard some “things”about Vietnamese massages. My apprehension was unneeded though because it was 100% legitimate. And it was also quite possibly the best massage of my life. It was a little awkward though when my masseuse climbed up and stood on the table to massage my back! All I thought was, well, this is Viet Nam…Haha. Any who…I really need to get going. I just wanted to say hello and let you all know that I’m alive and well and having the time of my life. I miss you guys! Be prepared for an emotional blog after Cambodia

 

Amanda

 

P.S. I'm still working on my India blog but I promise I'll have it done ASAP